Dreams and Blood

Dreams and Blood

Here I sit, still breathing

Am I bleeding

Or just dreaming

Everything seems so surreal

I must not reveal

This side of me

For you to see

I am protecting myself

My life keeps turning on itself

Here I sit, still breathing

Am I bleeding

Or just dreaming

It felt so real

Here’s the deal

I’m fighting inside

To relax on the outside

Here I sit, still breathing

Am I bleeding

Or just dreaming

What has happened to me

It was clearly not meant to be

So now I must relax

Not hide behind the mask

Here I sit, still breathing

Am I bleeding

Or just dreaming 

I just wrote this poem....the feelings that are going through me right now do not feel like they are real, and I feel as though I need to loosen up and quit pretending...Sounds pretty hard, but I need to in order to succeed in my life....Hope you like this poem